I’m starting to realize that I’m not young. Though, I must admit that I’m not old either. I must be in the mid twenties doldrums, where self is awkwardly moving forward while occasionally looking back to see the surprising lack of progress while an exceptional amount of time has passed. As I write this I am realizing that it has nothing to do with being in the middle of my twenties and everything to do with the lose of focus on the possibilities of tomorrow, that and not being forced to sit through hours and hours of school. Tomorrow I turn twenty four and I am looking forward toward a day when I can use my natural abilities in a efficient way. I am going to live with eyes on the future but my nature always in mind. I will do the things that I would do anyway, only I will do them better.